I feel like i’m the problem here. Without me, without this you would be fine. I just push things and push people away when all i’m trying to do is hold on to them. I know i’m a bitch, i’m stubborn, i don’t listen and i piss you off. I’m so sorry this is all my fault. You don’t need this and you don’t need me and i know that.
- to my parents: I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I'm sorry I can't make good enough grades. I'm sorry I can't live up to your expectations.
- to my friends: I'm sorry I can't keep a long term friendship with any of you. I'm sorry we lose connection after a while. I'm sorry I never stayed.
- to the people at my school: I'm so sorry I'm weird. I'm sorry I don't fit in. I'm sorry I don't look pretty like all you.
- to myself: I'm sorry I was ever born, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry if I put you down. I'm sorry I made you miserable.